I am so over perfect little people and their perfect little lives, with their perfect husbands, their perfect kids, their perfect house, their perfect friggen pet.
I am so over people and their perfect little photos of their perfect little lounge room, their perfect little bedroom, and their perfect little kitchen.
I don't know if these people are happy, I just know I am sick to fucking death of seeing pictures of their perfect little life.
We don’t all get to go overseas to Paris or London. We don’t all get to own a house and have a husband. We don’t all get to buy what we want, and display it how we want, in a room done the way we wanted, and then Instagram it to within an inch of its life.
My life sucks and I am sick and tired of seeing people's perfect lives. I don't want to know you have everything I always wanted and you're only 1/2 or 3/4 my age. I've never had the opportunities that you do, the parent's to encourage and push me into doing things, who said 'join groups and go on dates and have friends'. I never had the opportunity to own my own home, or even rent my own home. I never had the opportunity to find a decent partner or husband to have kids and a happy little life with.
I've never had, and at this point in time don't know if I will ever have, what you have. It is not a matter of choice; it is a matter of circumstances, most beyond my control. I don't like thinking that I will not grow old with someone, not have kids with someone, not share a house and home with someone.
I hate it.
I hate being single at my age and having nothing to show for it because my life has been taken out of my hands, and regardless of what I do to change it, NOTHING happens.
I hate my life and so I hate yours.
I hate your perfect little pictures of your perfect little husband, and your perfect little home, and your perfect little pets because I don't have and may never have the same.
I hate you all, and posting pictures will not make me change your mind, so shove them up your perfect little arse!
I hate your guts and wish your lives sucked as much as mine so no one was happy.